暂停。。。

暂停。。。暂停。。。暂停。。。暂停。。。


温柔过后的雨天；
该怎么捱的冬天；
有了你我才发现；
晴天原来在眼前；
就算全世界改变；
也会守在你身边；
染过色彩的白纸；
已白不会来；

暂停的画面；
有你笑着的容颜；
闭上眼一样怀念；
等末班车的街边；
爱情过后的残缺；
我来修补那空缺；
等你的季节，过完寂寞感觉；
让笑脸在出现。

Finally

As title, finally everything has come to an end now. And every thing was explained clearly and everything has backed to the way it should be. But then, apparently I cant get rid of 'it' so fast right.. Just give me some more time. Not only you, but it also bugs me every time I see it inside... It is nobody's fault.. Because it just came silently and I am sure that it will go silently as well.
Thank god I am so relieved now that everything is on track again now.
Nothing will change and we are staying the same.
No blaming No silly No nothing!

And then Christmas is coming! Before Christmas, there's Dongzhi~
A festival where we the Chinese celebrate the return of our family members.
See we Chinese are kind of appreciate creature. haha
However I guess my sisters ain't coming back as they are busying with
their own things. Earning money right. haha
Happy Dong Zhi then.

Then there's this Christmas. which I will be in Singapore on that day.
MuAHAHAHAHA. FEELING SO EXCITED AR as I am going with my bestties.
I'd presume and assume it to be an exciting, interesting a joyful and warm trip.
We will visit to lots of places and eat varieties of foods and talking a lump sum of craps.
Afterall, the most important thing is we being together right.
We'd always appreciate each other very much,
like he said, the tightest bond of us da!!!!!! ( copyrighted )

There nothing much to update as I am currently having my holiday STILL
and this has been the greatest holiday ever! Heart it!


Our precious memories, we hold and keep refreshing it in our mind, need no camera and stuffs and it will not even fade or be deleted accidentally, till we are apart.
And he said the most important thing in his life is us. Likewise, the most important thing for me in my life is you and them, too. =)


There something I found out which is quite funny....that is:
Santa Claus never goes on a diet !!


Jingle bell jingle bell jingle lalala~~~~

F.U.C.K !

Please tell me that,
you are not required to create my perfect life.

Integrity

Someone saved me from hell today. Not the real hell la weih.. It's the fake hell...
just hell anyway and whatsoever...
We talked a lot as in a lot.. which we never had before.
And it was pretty amazing and tremendously great..
But the content... sorry that I cannot say it. XD

Hem.. I am okey right now. Really OKEY type.
Accepted it.. and gonna get rid of it very soon.
Trust me...Because I always achieve integrity in just no time. haha

逊了

今天，逊了。 输给了心情。
不知道要怎么来收拾呢。
埃。。累了啊。。
每次每次都这样子。
如果有得选。。我想。。。。
我还是会选择我所选吧。。
人嘛就是那么的毛又盾
想要却又怕。
却不能选不 因会在你选了不，
那种难以形容的后悔
在千万分之一秒，
锋涌而上。
其感觉更上于被千万只蚊子叮咬更加更加的疼。
后悔就是这么一回霖帕事。
老实说我不是怕痛。
我只怕后悔。
所以啊。。 该怎样勒。。
我承认我是很没耐心啦
啊但是勒。。 我又很想试。
朋友又每天碎碎念说‘我叫你试~’
真他妈的。我还叫你割呢！
算了呗。。 人生总是一个样。。
想着想着。。。 其实也还好。
我也只有感情问题。。
要知道幸福啊！
到最后。。还是随缘吧。。
总觉得。。真的懒惰想了。。
我更。。变弱了。
还有今天我写华语了！别说我的部落格没有华语！ 虽然差了些。

Diving too deep for...........?

Thx to my friend that I got really messed up these few days.
Particularly on the very tiny and little thing he found in me which is..
not really good to talk at here.
And I got so confused with it which led to a sudden depression in me.
I just do not like this kind of complicated feeling very much...
that I am not able to obtain an answer.. and I feel so week for it.
Or I should just admit what he said... is fact.
Or me neglecting it.. do not have the courage to face it..
I am tired already.. very tired already..
But I am thinking...like he said...
Maebi I hev alreadi follen forr yiu sailentli weithout mi's knowleadge.
I kinda...hard to accept it.. You?... or maybe. geez!

However.. I suppose I am to give you up in the no longer future.
Or another option I will choose it let it be naturally...
I will just remain the same being the same.. nothing will change
And I believe I will then.......just leave everything to those in the heaven you know.

Okey let's back to normal.
I watched storm warrior and truth to be told.
It is suck. Truly suck. Very very suck that kind of movie.
No much dialogs in the movie...Rather it has more slow motions and
nice effects made by computer which are the things that made up this silly movie.

Another movie I watched is ZOMBIELAND.
Like everyone knows, I am afraid of zombies and I do not know why.
The most scary thing in the world is snake. Secondly it would be zombie!
I mean in my case la. XD
But then the movie is funny. But too bad M'sia censored quite lots of words like
fuck, penis and stuffs... Overall it is just not bad...
Hem..don't really have the mood to write.. shall stop at here..

Going to

I am going to train my abdomen muscle by doing sit-up !
Don't stop me! XD

Empty

Yiyeap it is me again here.
And Still, I got nothing to do here other than reading newspapers and watching some kind of boring television programme. It sounds so awful. I hope the internet service at home will recover as soon as possible before I bored till dead.

There is really no much things to update lately since I did almost zero thing.
Actually... I watched 2012. at home. using laptop. and it is a pirated download version.
Well.. I can really understand what the director is trying to tell us though.
Although he 'used' the movie to earn money but then, I believe there are lessons in it.

I fell in love with a phrase in it..
I do not really remember it.. it is something like,
'when we stopped fighting for each other, that is the moment we lost our humanity.'

This phrase is indeed right. Absolutely right and meaningful..
It is hard to comprehend and explain with words...
The moment I try to explain it with words, it fails me.
And the phrase, has also enlighten me to some kind of...
abstract thing. I cannot really describe though but somehow it
is meaningful and a new experience and new thing for me.


In all of our life, we were taught to be competitive and tough,
but we were not taught to love and be loved.
For which we think this world concerns only ourselves,
We neglect the others' needs and take them transparent.
The selfishness had transcended devil's evil
And we think that we are magnificent and significant
when the fact is that we are insignificant, tiny, helpless, empty.
We think that we are of multi-purposed.
And only when we truly failed, we pray and wish...
We have confidence that exceeded the level we should have...




Eips-
The moment we stopped fighting for each other,
that is when we lost our humanity.
Quoted from 2012.

Thanks?

Or maybe, actually, really, wishfully, in conclusion, hypothetically, undoubtedly, seriously, apparently, obviously, truthfully, sincerely, faithfully I should thank anyone in the heaven.. god.. fairy.. angelic or whoever is it... Thank you, else I will be regretted right now.



Regards.
eIps,
every single romance is always brought by a simple yet
enthusiast-ed heart.

Economics of playing.

So.. I decided to talk a little about the multiplier and its effect.
Those who have studied about the multiplier would have known,
the multiplier is calculated by the formulae; multiplier = 1/MPS
MPS is the marginal propensity to save out of disposable income.
( no big deal if you do not know about the multiplier, I will describe later on)

When the MPS is 0.25, the multiplier would be: 1/0.25= 4.
In our books, it is stated that a government spending of 20b can lead to the expand/increase in the aggregate demand as many as 20b x 4( the multiplier) = 80b
However.. in the reality world, is this really happening?

Personally I believe there is multiplier effect.
But the effect wouldn't be that great as seen above.
As today's world is cruel and brutal. People really rather save more than spending.
Unless for those who are getting richer and richer. They will spend even more than before as they are earning much more. But then, the problem lies at where will their money flow to?
They will definitely buy only higher quality goods especially from foreign country and then,
leading to greater net capital outflow.
Given middle class citizens, as government spent more, their disposable income
might of increasing. Yea but following with the increment in their disposable income, the income tax will also be taxed higher. Let us Not forgetting the Inflation too.
Nowadays people think much more further to the future and think twice or thrice before spending. So.. what's the final answer?
There is also Crowding out effect. which also offset the aggregate demand like the things I stated above.


I guess the multiplier effect especially the formulae, defines the world which happened in decades or centuries before. Not really applicable in today's world as Much of the things had changed.
Things above are only my opinions. I am just asking, not defining nor stating as I am not a real economist I am not qualified and my experience is low enough to be a little frog ONLY.


Another thing is that Westerns said that China is another great threat to another global financial crisis as they are growing so damn fast. Personally, it is not likely to be a GREAT THREAT, but only a possible threat. It is because China is exporting much of its goodies to the western, earning profits from them.
On the other hand, please do not forget that Westerns are also exporting much of their goodies to China. However of course China is exporting more than them.
But, say if the Westerns pull back the quantity of good imported from China, setting lower quotas, people will say China is in deep shit.
It SEEMS to be so, but when u really figure a little about it... When Westerns did those things, China can also do the same thing. Importing lesser goods, imposing higher tariffs, lowering quotas and stuffs. China's large population can enchant the economics growth amongst themselves. They can purchase own nation goods as it is getting higher quality(Assume an inward-oriented policy here).
And then, when these happened, much of corporations will really suffer a lot a lot a lot. Bear in mind that every corporation is a chain like thing related to each other, when 1 collapsed, the fellow corps will also begin to collapse. Leading to another to the end of world. Back to the stone age. Awesome.
I bet nobody wants to see it, especially the politicians. So why say China a great threat? It is the whole world we are saying.
Nobody is gonna do that. And no country and deny China..the BIG FAT PORK MARKET with great great money flow. It's all about profit in the business. Not killing own profit for own country's sake.



Regards,
Marketing is only playing psychological game with every of us. $0.99 has no different with $1. Absolutely no. XD
what about we buy two ? $0.99x2= $1.98. Same. But our mind is not brilliant in this. We tend to think it as, $0.99 x 2 = 1.80 . There it goes we eventually will buy two. =)

I am saying too much today. XD

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Currently, bored and bored. I have nothing to do at all other reading newspapers.
Yesterday was one of my bestties birthday and I am sorry that I did not greet you
because my phone broke down already. I only found an old phone today and I am using the old phone now. So sick of it( I refer to the new phone). Still, old phones are the best!

I realised these days I was spamming my blog massively and am still spamming it right now which is pretty much not alike with attitude. WELL... not my fault >.< I was/am just too bored.
Please forgive me if you find me irritating or annoying. I did mean to do this to you. XD

mY Malacca trip which is estimated on the 9th of DECEMBER 2009 declared to be called off.
I cannot really say that I am disappointed or happy because..simply... I just don't know how to react to it. Apart from the disappointment which I cannot hang out with my friends, the fact is that I get to save up another RM300(approximate) which is delighting. So... neutral I can say. However I wish I at least can go singK or movie with them.
Note that this bunch is my primary school friend. I loved them though =)

I am now head-aching what gift to be given to the birthday guy. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
a watch? a belt? a basketball? Problem is.. will he like it? We want to buy something useful rather than accessories or display thing. Only then it would be appreciated I guess XD

I want to buy Twilight Eclipse and breaking dawn. Is Popular or MPH selling them?
Originally I was wondering what to write in this post. I was choosing between economics and normal post. At last I chose normal daily post because economics post is absolutely, perfectly and definitely boring for some of my readers because I guess some of you guys do not like it very much. It is not magnificent, great and astonishing. It is however a different story to me. It describes the world's inflow and outflow of money and I am so so so so into money.

W H A T ? A R E Y O U K I D D I N G M E ?

To my dismay, every sense of excitement turned into burst bubble
when I got to know she has got a...you know.
It is rather extremely disappointing to know that though,
So I am feeling doubtful and miserable of what should I do next.



Leaving me woke up with an empty mind today.
It's like do not wanna think about it even for a second, yet
reality is always cruel and brutal. It is however not the end of the world
and I know that very much. Just that still could not accept it as
what it is in split seconds. Or maybe I have already accepted it and
... hence I feel some emptiness.





Whether to go ahead or pick another way. This astonishing fact is truly
killing me now. I listened to the same song for two hours plus, finished doing
all the housework in one hour plus, one hour digging in newspapers hoping to
find myself some things to do in order to sink myself into it for I do not want to think
about anything, just anything for today. It sounds like I am so childish but then,
I am having my holidays now thus I have got a lot of free time to be dealt with.

I started to wonder why is it always have to be relationship problem that occur on me.
Always and always it is relationship problem. Not those with friends and family but with someone you like/love or starting to like over. Is it my problem? What is the problem with me then? Probably people think I am bad, or what I don't know. I just cannot figure it out.
HELP ME?



Well.. I absolutely need some refreshments.
Yea, besides that, My phone is down too. It is like having no screen to see at all when I pressed
the 'down' button, 'left' button and '1,3,7' buttons. And the phone aged 1 year-old only.
Screw Sony-Ericsson.
I really hate it very much when I am in need use of thing and then it broke down.
SHIT SHIT SHIT. I cannot say everything is not going smoothly with me as things around are still going perfectly smooth. But taking a glance back of what I have experienced. It seemed rocky all the through and eventually I forgot how I gone through them. Miracles? Determination? Passionate? I really have zero idea about that.




I think... I will try to get in touch with her first. And then I will decide what will I do
according to the situation. My god. Some matter of facts are just too hard to be swallowed!
Well.. what can we do then? It is still my life.





Alright forgive me for my childish-behavior of posting all nonsenses in this post.
I just want to complain at here because I do not think there is anyone I can talk to
at this very moment which made me feel even grey of. I am actually quite OKEY if you
think that I am not. Just I want to talk but found out there is nowhere so I decided to crap here.

And of course I feel a lot better now. But then I would like to clarify that I was not faking.
Everything I wrote was real. And I still have got quite a lot which I am feeling highly not satisfied with. Especially with some government's stupid idiotic actions that might further prolong the country's growth and ignoring the benefits of the citizens. Crap! Just leave it I gonna go and kill someone.

Deedee!

There is actually quite a lot of what I want to blog about.
Especially her. But then everything got chocked up and messed up
that I have no idea how to begin with. But then of course I am still
feeling excited that I actually dared myself to talk to her which was..
awesome.

Owh Owh, she changed her hairstyle. Something like..fringe..and
I think she is leaving her hair long. So I can't call her short-haired girl
anymore no more. I am gonna miss that very much.
However she is still that....what's the word I am looking for... ya...Perfect.
Absolutely perfect and undoubtedly polite.

Okay I have got stuff to do now... Away for sometime ya....

Holidays Ahead!

Know what, I am having my college holidays now. The official one!
It's another 1 month long holiday in this very lovely December.
Well I have got quite a lot plans ahead of me which is quite urm...
Exciting I guess.

Firstly I gonna go Malacca with my primary school friends which
will be on the 10th and 11th of December. We planned to go A'famosa
and I am wondering if there is something like pirate ship and Roller Coaster
at there because they said there are and personally I do not really believe it though.

Another thing that get me very frustrated every minute is that I still have not watched
2012 yet! Because there is no one to company me amongst my friends as they all have already watched it. Some of them even watched twice already! Screw them.
But then, I am glad that I watched another two favorite movies of mine which
I had stated in the previous post.

It is the 2nd of December and the internet service at my home is not recovered yet.
Basically it is because my sister has not gotten the time to go and pay for the bill yet, YET.
And hopefully by next week I can go online smoothly.. Surfing my blog, facebook, hotmail, msn,
video streaming, song streaming and lots of other stuffs that I wanted to do.

Apparently, I am awaiting one of my bestties to come back from Singapore. He will be backed on the 5th of December and I guess it would be pretty interesting as we all missed him so badly. And, I suppose he also missed us like we missed him too.

Here, I am planning to buy Twilight Eclipse and Breaking Dawn as I got obsessed with it ALREADY. I like Alice that character and Jasper her boyfriend. They are a lovely couple.


Talk a little about my studies. I have just finished my macroeconomics paper yesterday. I did in two hours I think.. It was a 3-hour paper. I hope I can get high distinction for it. Pretty nice doing it because I actually read. I read. Who believes? XD
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Regards,
Eiprel - Uhu~ Holidays!

Geeeeez

Yesterday was a suckie day
The day before yesterday was a suckie day
Two days before yesterday was a suckie day
Three days before yesterday was a suckie day.
Overall, the past 4 days were suckie days.
Simple, because I can't surf the net on those days!
Someone had no time to pay the internet bill and so... I was the poor sheep.



I watched Twilight: New moon and Ninja Assassin last Wednesday
Well I can only say the werewolves are cool.
Edward Cullen is handsome.
Bella is rather fine in this chapter..
And and I like Alice and Jasper. They're sweet =)
Finally, the ending is SUCK. SUPER SUCK. EXTREMELY SUCK.





On the other hand, Ninja Assassin deserves a Thumbs Up from me.
I like the shurikenS. I like the samuraiS. I like the kind girl.
I like almost everything in the movie. It was so so so so cool.
But there are too many bloodsa which made it looked like a
violent, furious and bloody movie. But that is how ninja assassinate people!
And then, My friend and I decided to be a vampire then go and train ninjutsu.
I guess it will be pretty exciting and interesting.
And da...Rain's hairstyle in the movie is... cute and funny.






I will update another post after my final which is on Tuesday.
Give me your luck!